Sunday, July 29, 2007



Inner Reflections….. New Inspirations….

Shall I pour out my soul deep into the darkness… I want to step out of my own heart and take a walk under a starlit sky in darkness.. in silence and speak with nothing but my true voice.. and only speak the things that matter..

What is the human mind, however enriched with acquisitions or strengthened by exercise, unaccompanied by an ardent and sensitive heart.. a light may illuminate but it cannot inspire.

Inspiration comes from many different places.. and for each individual, inspiration comes in many different forms. I was speaking with a friend of mine who is a visual artist by profession – graphics - and she has the ability to find inspiration in the tangible things that she sees around her – those visuals stimulate her creativity..

I have been wondering about exploring a different side of myself – however imagined it may be! – My creative side, but taken not from my poetry or writing – which I feel come naturally to me and often needs very little inspiration, since it is but my souls’ expression..

The funny thing about inspiration, its something that happens, its not something you can manufacture.. nor orchestrate.. I started this post with words that were roaming around inside my head.. about speaking – being one with my own voice. When your soul finds that voice and finds the inspiration that gives that voice the words you long to say to birth your ideas, your desires, your dreams.. then you feel as if you found a sense of fulfillment.

So I decided that the next few posts are going to encompass writings of a new flavour.. birthed by something completely new to me - not sure which avenue it will find its outlet..

Usually I find enormous inspiration when I travel..

One day I was basking in the warm Italian Sun in the breath-taking city of Venice, a magical city built on water.. I stood alone head resting in one palm, on a bridge that runs over the age-old canals - watching the tourists excitedly on their gondola rides, chattering away, mouths agape with wonder at the architecture, the uniqueness of the whole experience. For one second I closed my eyes and just silenced my thoughts.. I listened to the sounds of the water, the foot steps on the cobblestone walkways, the sounds of people’s voices in accents and languages from around the globe. I drew in a breath to inhale Venice.. the faint smell of various restaurant cuisine, the smell of the water beneath me remnant of the decades of history it holds and it felt as though Venice seeped into the veins of my heart.. running through every chamber of who I am.. and that one moment in my life.. gave me the inspiration to write many a poem…
My endeavour this time is to find inspiration in the most unusual or most usual of places and see if my capacity can hold and express what i find.

"Give me the strength that waits upon You in silence and peace.
Give me humility in which alone is rest, and deliver me from pride which is the heaviest of burdens.
And possess my whole heart and soul with the simplicity of love.
Occupy my whole life with the one thought and the one desire of love, that I may love not for the sake of merit, not for the sake of perfection, not for the sake of virtue, not for the sake of sanctity,
For there is only one thing that can satisfy love and reward it, the passion in my heart.. "
(Excerpts from a prayer by Thomas Merton)

Saturday, July 28, 2007







Quick update!






Lately my life seems to have speeded up at an astronomical rate! Firstly, I have been to some great motorsport events.. 1) NHRA which is top fuel drag racing.. It was such an awesome experience – the racing fuel, the ear-popping sounds of cars that do the ¼ mile in less than 4.5 seconds at upwards of 330 mph (530 km/h). A Top Fuel dragster accelerates from 0 to 100 mph (160 km/h) in less than 0.8 second! So yeah exciting stuff!


I also went to Pike Peaks hill climb, drove for almost two hours and it would have been so worth the while even just for the stunning view.. but then add to that cars of all sorts of classes and souped up mobiles racing around the winding mountaineous roads 12.4 miles up at top speed, nearly clipping the sides of trees covered cliffs and stupid spectators hanging half way in the road!

The weeks at work also seem a bit of a blur – things have gone so crazy but its been so great and I think I finally have the hang of everything that I am doing (lets hope!).

I took a trip to Boulder last week… and I spent a whole week wondering how I will attempt to describe the experience in the mountains.. breathtaking, romantic, beautiful.. I was just in awe and speechless at what lies in a little town only 30 minutes out of Denver City!

Pics: Left to right.. 1) Pikes peak 2) Boulder 3) NHRA

Thursday, July 19, 2007


My soul walked out unannounced


"My soul walked out unannounced
Where shall I lay my head today?
My heart stepped out and took a walk
Maybe sit down and pray?
While about this curious saunter
A man looked in with a smile
A questioning nod a bow of head
He asked "can I stay a while?"
With soul out there and heart astray
My safety assured that day

He took my hand no leap of heart
For heart and soul not near
He looked into my hollow eyes
With his so full of wonder
No stir of soul, for soul too gone
My mind no need to ponder
The touch of hand so warm and strong
Lingered for a while
Eyes entrenched with perfect poise
With just that hint of smile

My soul walked out unannounced
Where shall I lay my head today?
My heart stepped out and took a walk
Maybe sit down and pray?
And rest my soul went seeking for
And heart wants fill this day
Heart heard a strong yet silent call
And stopped to take an ear
The rest that soul just could not find
Wondering about in fear

Shh! said heart, be still my soul!
I hear a call of passion
Not true said soul for passion died
We buried her succession
The man let gently loose of hands
Stood up and left her glance
The safety net of no heart and soul
Felt suddenly periled by chance
Slowly he turned and walked away
Silence followed sway

My soul walked out unannounced
Where shall I lay my head today?
My heart stepped out and took a walk
Maybe sit down and pray?
When heart heard passion call her name
Took soul firm by the hand
Come soul you follow me this day
Walk back with me and do not stand
Passion's call our freedom here
Not hiding out in fear

So heart and soul came back that day
To reunite with passion
Who would think a gesture small
Could return love in such a fashion?"


Copyright: Jade Moore