Well, i had a tough few weeks, i have been 100% completely absorbed in my work. I have been doing alot of socializing as well, but while doing that - work was on my mind 24/7!! This weekend i go to Phoenix Arizona - mind you it is like 106 degrees over there which is like 40c or something! ARGH. But it should be really fun.

... and so.. i move on...

Life is so funny - how you change, how you grow - how things change.. how they stay the same...

I feel somehow when my life gets this busy that i cannot even focus, that is when magically it brings me back to a conscious cultivation of my connection with my spirit.

It brings to my attention my humanity, my fraily, but also my strength.. my own tenacity and just who i am as a unique print on the world.

It is hard..

"Don't tell me you want to hold the whole world in your heart. Show me how you turn Away from making another wrong, without abandoning yourself, when you are hurt and afraid to be unloved."

How can i not hold the world in my heart or atleast want to on this journey through my life, as i embrace my destiny and my desires.. this is impossible.

I lift my head from the busy rat race to look in the mirror of self.. it is still me....

after all...it's still me.