The big hole

(Not the one in Kimberly.. this one is slightly bigger)

It feels as if 2010 is rapidly coming to a close.. I have been travelling more around the USA than anywhere else. It's been good. My life, still in a state of suspension, that sometimes, I wish I could just be free from.  But then, when you make a deal with the gods.. that you want anything but a boring, mediocre, compromising, dreamless, challenge deficient existence.. you get what you ask for.. when you ask for it as a young kid so vehemently and with conviction.. without really understanding what it involves..

Does pain and life's challenges make you stronger?  That's what they say.. I think I should be the HULK by now.