Three Rules I have:

1. Never drunk text
2. Don't give up on your dreams no matter how many setbacks life gives you
3. Never give up on love and adventure

Pretty good rules hey?

Well, I make those my rules, simply because I believe that passion, dreams, love relationships and not making an ass of yourself is of utmost importance to your well being as a human being.

2010 has been one rough year. I haven't gone to any faraway exotic lands.. for the first time since my 18th birthday, I haven't worked this hard and stressed this much ever.. and yet..admittedly, even through all the pain of this year, I have experienced some pretty amazing blessings.  I won't recap them now.. I will leave that to my New Years Eve "had too much wine.. 2010 can suck it" blog.. I will say this.... I love California.. and  I have been there so many times this year - I feel like I am one foot away from living there with Bob (thats my dog-to-be). :)

I blogged too much.. then I stopped blogging because I got so busy with 2 jobs and lots going on and then I just got fed up and then I had nothing to say.. but what will this life be without a Delise blog?? dull very dull ;)

Have you ever been sure of your destiny, to the point where you are willing to stand before judge and jury and swear to it.. and then everything around you seems like its hell bent on proving you a perjor (thats a word, yes?). That's where I find myself, I KNOW what I want.. where I want to be.  Well, I thought I did. I was so sure.. but life keeps pulling the rug and then gving it back in little tattered covers, like its toying with my soul...

but I KNOW I win in the end.. I know how this movie ends.. I have seen it in my dreams eye and in the faith within my heart.. and this that I am living is just a re-run.. but to get to the end.. I have to go through the gore... in life unfortunately.. it's live - there is no fast forward, pause or rewind..

I don't mean to be morbid.. I just know..My soul is well. But it sure has seen better places.. but inherently I have to believe that the youth of my heart and it's faith in the God who is everything.. will keep the beauty in my body and soul pure. And I will not surrender and succomb to this world and its' mould.. yes, old I will grow.. but I won't without a fight.. and my tenacious belief that my life matters and I am here for the most important of reasons will never become a whisper in the ears of darkness....

ok .  that..s it ;0))))