December 15th, 2015

Wow! I Just re-read my last post. Which was like one of those angry rants you have in public, forget about it and then it shows up on YouTube! LOL like THAT has never happened to you! ;)


**NOTE: I had So many people sending me private messages about my use of bad language and how I needed to repent. ** very funny actually...

So, I just got done signing up with FITMedical Weightloss, I lost about 5lbs, which didn't make a huge difference yet, but it made me feel like I am getting somewhere finally. I started doing Zumba.  Before that class, I thought I had it going on dance-wise.. well, not so much - But I am having so much fun, that I have now sworn to mastering all Zumba skills!  So - watch out!

Yes.. I joined Twitter, mainly because I realized all of my "obsessnets" post all their interesting drama on Twitter. Leaving me out of the loop, so I caved and activated my Twitter account. I have maybe 2 followers hahaha.

A little Catch-up:
After the big move, we kind of settled in and had to get routines going again.  Before I knew it, it was Thanksgiving. We had a very tame and wonderful day with family.  Sitting around the fire drinking wine and enjoying watching the kids dance "whip / nae-nae".  The night ended with some drunk drama, but .. that is nothing out of the ordinary LOL.  Society (and my neighbors) might call it drunken, belligerent drama.. I just call myself passionate! ;)

Black Friday, something really interesting happened to me. I cant say WHAT exactly, maybe it was just an inner realization of myself.. and "ah-ha!" moment if you will.

Just feeling down after seeing ugly sides of me, how it changes me, how it ages me and just how unattractive it is. Since then, I have been able to stop and thinking about things, review the situation before blowing my top off.  Having my soul moments have been so refreshing. Been checking in with myself and making sure I am fighting REAL battles.

I realized how far I have wandered backwards. I had such a life of wonder, travel, love and adventure.. but also of real struggle.  True pain and heartache... but I had never really had to contend with petty drama. And I seem to have become obsessed with it this year.  Well, in essence, it is not petty.