Nope - here I am.
I have been thoroughly absorbed in my new job - which is really my old job, but busier, newer and more complicated to explain!
Also, once Clint finished his Movie Script: "Carpenter" - I have worked tirelessly to get connected to the right people in order to get this movie off the ground, But it just fell flat. I must be honest, even though, this wasn't my personal writing or project, I believed in it so much, and I feel this heavy weight of disappointment at not really getting an "in" with the people I know. It makes me question my connections...
In between that I have been dealing with a teenage drama queen, a pre-tween and a husband who hates his job, and just seems disinterested with life in general. BUT my puppy is awesome. He is now 14 months old and so cute, such a joy and so much fun to have around.
sounds bismal? Well, wait for the silver lining at the end.
I have been clearing out my bosses storage units, selling, donating etc.
here I am.. May 2018 - I have finally started a proper diet.... I have gained so much weight and aged so much - while nothing can turn back time.. I am so determined to not allow anything more ugly and devastating to happen to me (now who is being the drama queen!)
But seriously. Expectations.. Lets talk about them.. Next time hahha
This is me unedited and how I look and am now.
I am determined to resurrect this blog!! here I go....
